Tuesday, July 31, 2007

'If You are pleased with me, then i do not care...'

You know Allah is great. Of course you know. Alhamdulillah.
These past few days and the coming days i feel Allah is helping me. Don't ask, it's just a feeling. And i need it, i need that assurance from my Lord. If i feel Allah is happy with me, it keeps me going, it encourages me to do more good. If i feel Allah is not happy i feel it too and it makes me feel rotten to the core. Something will happen to indicate that, like having a fall out with mum (NOTE* this is how i interpret, may not be the case in either)
And unfortunately instead of that instilling fear in me i become more neglectful to a point where i feel helpless then i call to Him to save me and give me a way out. and He does, Alhamdulillah.
LESSONS:
* Call upon Allah sincerely no matter how bad you or it gets.
* If Allah is pleased with you nothing else matters, no matter how bad things are.

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